Mood log

Had a restless night’s sleep last night. Went to sleep with an agitated mind.

Morning comes and I am engulfed in bit of sadness. What am I doing in life? Why can’t I organize things around me: material, finances, relationships, career, times, ideas, dreams ..? Why can’t I have consistency in mood, thoughts and objectives? Why does everyday have to be different?

Feeling the need for a constant companion.

Well, to be fair, I should not be venting this much, success does come to me on its own, in a lot of ways, and many a times without even trying!

Mum leaving today for Delhi, that doesn’t help either. Took her to the ayurvedic doc yesterday, he suggested diabetic retinopathy and neuropathy and prescribed a couple meds. Lets see.


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